Days drag on and on

its monday.. the begining of boring days all over again.. today school was crap.. we didnt fcking do anything.. we just sat there all day.. only one teacher actually came in the class for god sakes.. and the one dat did actually tried to make us read form 4 sejarah. like please. i didnt read sejarah since form 1 till form 3 and i sure as hell aint gonna start now. atleast there wasnt assembly. if they make me cut my nails im gonna fucking kick their asses. my nails are all long and prettyyyyy :D lol. but it wasnt all bad lah.. we kindda had fun towards the end.. we were playing interview and syu was god damn funny but i wont get into details.. hahahaha.

the other night.. i finished my harry potter. god!! when i finished it.. i just felt so empty inside for some weird reason... but than i always feel that way when i finish reading any harry potter books. why must it end?! why?! its such a great story.. i want more!!! i wanna noe how his life is after.. and i noe u must think i sound like such a lame ass but that book is seriously good. i lovee it soo much.. im even gonna read it from book 1 till fin. lol its not like i have anything better to do! and now i realise something bout myself.. i love stories bout like magic and another world kindda thing.. i love the thought of something more out there somewhere.. i noe its stupid.. but a girl can dream. Dreams are really all i have now. lol. and i love the guy, the "chosen one" that sacrifices everything, u noe the selflesss one.. the brave and everything.. i love that.. i like to think that theyre really are ppl like that in the world and it isnt all just fiction. :) and once again i give props to J.K. Rowling. damn ur one damn smart woman. lol

today.. im kindda depressed.. i got this email from friendster.. u noe the notifications.. and it said this one person sent me a message.. and i thought it was anohter person.. ahahah.. its kindda hard to explain when theyre no names here.. confidentiallity issues. lol. well in the end it wasnt the person i thought it was.. i was all excited and everything.. the truth is this person and i havent spoken in a very long time.. and we use to be best friends.. and i honestly thought it would be forever.. but guess not.. and now we pass eash other as if we dont even noe each other.. and we've known each other for some time now and it seems like such a waste to throw it all away for some other person.. i wanna say im sorry and that i want things to go back as they were but i dont think its that easy nemore.. we've done that like millions of times.. mayb that persons priorities have just changed and im not in it.. if that person happened to just come up and say sorry now id accept it no questions asked.. but that is obviously not gonna happen.. if ur reading this. u noe who u are.. and mayb one day we'll be friends again but who noes?

enough with that.. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10. im trying to realease my anger in a postivie way.. yeah i have some issues. lol. oh well.. tomorrows a new day.. hopefull itll be better.. cos we're gonna learn first aid and they said its really fun.. i hope so.. i just wish everyone would just lay off me for one second! ahahahha.. watever.. okay i think ive poured enough of my soul in here for one day.. and ppl reading this.. i noe it might look like im a lil physco and emotional but im really quite stabil. dont judge! ahahahha.. till next time.. diana was here. xoxo. :)