deep shit.

hahah.. god does time fly by or wat!

0 times left at tuition
12 hours and 12 minutes left to pmr
6 days till its all over.

damn.. its only 12 hours left! god.. and im online.. if i do like shit then ill noe why.. its so weird. i cant even consentrate cos i just keep thinking wat im gonna do after pmr is over. lol.

and im hunrgy and tried.. shit lah!! im nervous :S oh well.. its too late now. so wish me luck! u noe ill need it.

till next time bloggers.. see you after pmr is over. diana was here. mwahx.

Boom boom boom

hey bloggers. its just another boring Friday. im gonna start the blog as usual with the countdowns ( i noe i only done it once but its gonna be the usual frm now on!)

- 2 more times at tuition
- 48 hours till pmr
- 7 days till its over
- 60 days till im in KL

its 2 days till pmr.. and im here.. sitting on my ass bloggin away when i should be studying. "rebel". lol. hahaha. i did try to study! honest! but i just gave up trying. lol. i think i derserve an A for effort :D lol
im kindda nervous actually.. but at the same time i dunt really care. im not sure which one is worse. lol. but watever. takdir tuhan lahh.. i cant do nothing bout it neways.
and to make things worse. im like sick! like the super duper sick type. like damn.. everything bad happens to me.. hehhhh.. oh well. i cant blog long today. i have nothing to say neway. but just wait till pmr is over.. this blog is gonna be FULL :D lol. till we meet again. diana was here. mwahx.


boom boom boom i want you in my room
we'll spend the night together from now until forever
boom boom boom i want you in my room.
love dat song. lol

another day..

today.. pra is finally over.
thankk god.. but i totally fucked everything up so im not looking foward to getting them back
tomorrow is school. yes believe it! school on a saturday. damn those fuckers.

its offically :
- 7 more times for tuition
- 9 days to PMR
-14 days till its over
- 66 days till im in KL

so yeah. im pretty much screwed now. its 9 days away and i still DUNT NOE SHIT!
but watever. i couldnt really give a fuck now neways. i mean life goes on whethere or not
i get straight As for pmr rite? i mean pmr is nothing. hahaha
yeah keep telling urself dat diana.
see i even talk to myself in my blog.. damn im going physco
but only cos im under lot of stress rite now. i got stress zits to prove it! lol
but its all good.. 14 days people. 14 days!! AHHHH!!!
i wanna scream just thinking bout it. soo exciting
its kindda hard to believe the day ive been dreading for like since form 1 is only 9 days away.
where the hell is the time going? feels like time is just flying and its not waiting for me to catch up.
IM gonna be FREE. im gonna be FREE. im gonna be FREE
im sooo gonna have a big huge bon fire and burn all my books :D
damn i soooooooooo cant wait!
goddd.. im gonna do so many things when pmr is done
im gonna cut my hair. get my ear pierced. get my navel Re-pierced. paint my toe nails, stop eating. hibernate and just go out and have fun! :D and the best thing of it all
NO MORE TUITION! ill never hafta be in that stinky freaky small room every again. hahhahahahahha. godd.. dreams do come true! lol
its okay peeps. i noe my blog sucks rite now. but just wait till after that test is over
den my blogs gonna be fcuking full (it better be)
AHHHHHHHHHHHH :D im gonna scream man
im sooooo gonna scream my ass of when i finish dat last paper. heeeeeeee heeeee
i cant stop thinking bout it.. okay get over it diana. its getting old. lol

lets see.. watd i do today. not like anyone wants to noe but im gonna tell u anyway :d hahaha
i had geo and sej today. i totally sucked at it btw. we finish at like 9.45. so i was like so fucking bored. so i slept till like 3. lol yeah i noe.. no sleep for me tonite. and i got school tomorrow. fuck bah. those slave drivers. its soo not fair. like chung hua gets cuti blaja and stco doesnt get shit. damn dem all! hahhaha. but watevr. theres a better chance i study at school den at home neways. hrmm
u noe lately its kindda weird but i got all these old old songs stuck in my head.. weirddd..
and im kindda missing someone lately. but he hates me soo.. hahaha. not missing him in the i want him back way.. just miss his company . but oh well.. life goes on rite? :D

you are the music in me :D i noe its random . just love dat line
till next time bloggers. dianas outta here.. bye ya'll. :D

the begining.

hey everyone!!

dyana has come into the life of blogging.

im not usually a very dedicated blogger.

i have loads and loads of blogs. just keep forgetting to use em.

but i just thought i need a healthy way to express my feelings

which sort of tells you i have lots of issues. trust me. lots.

i was actually gonna start after pmr was over.

but im like wat the heck. lifes to short.

so i think im gonna start by telling everyone a lil bit bout my life

first of all. my life sucks ass :)

its not interesting. just full of drama drama.

it seems the whole world is out to get me. and i noe lots of teenagers feel that way.

but i seriously think its true in my case.

everything just seems to go terribly wrong for me.

i cant do anything right. and ppl around me just keep fucking everything up.

like theyre pushing and pushing till im just gonna break.

and i honestly dont think its my fault . i think its everyone elses fault. lol.

but its okay. and i noe wat ur thinking. lots of ppl have it way worse than i do and all dat. but news flash! i aint other ppl. and yeah i feel sorry for em and all but it isnt my crap to deal with. i have enough thank u very much!

few years. im gonna be free. everything i do will be on my own term. and ill leave everything. and itll all be okay. life will be good again. its all i want .

Freedome is just so hard to get these days...