hey again..
i know what ur thinking. two blogs in a day.
its a first for sure..
but im just super bored.. feeling all emo and shits..
so since no ones online and i have no credit i decided
to pour my soul out to u blog, yes u. i know. ur honoured. lol

Have u ever thought rite..
if u could go back in time.. and tell urself everything u know now
like.. wat would u say?
or wat would u say to ur future self?

In my case.. id tell my pass self.. to stop eating.
and stop being so paranoid and dont always care so much
bout wat other ppl think.. cos at the end of the day it doesnt matter
wat they think..
id also tell myself to stop being such a bitch.. lol
be friends with everyone..
and not to mention pluck those eyebrows and get new clothes.!
but its over neway.. and i guess u live and u learn.

And as for my future self..
i guess id just say.. dont waste ur life away sitting on ur ass
u gotta get rich. ahahahahah
i wonder wat im gonna be like in 10 years
i hope im hot. like real hot. ahahahah
and i hope i dont age badly.. i beter be skinny to. i so dont
wanna be no obese fat chick. i hope im smart.. with a nice boyfee
and a pet dog named skittles..
well i can dream cant i? who noes? mayb itll come true some day :p

damn im emo.. but wat u gona do rite? life makes ppl emo
ahhahahahha.. once again. i cant wait to go to kl. :D

long time no blog.

hey bloggers.
i know its been ages since ive blogged
and its not cos im busy or some shyt like that
its pretty much just because ive been in a anti-sosial
mood for quite some time now.
just incase ur wondering. NO nothing interesting has happened
do u wanna noe wat i do all day? its simple
i wake up, watch movies all day and eat my big fat ass of then sleep
and thats pretty much it everyday.
yes boring i know. im at the edge of sanity rite now
one more push and crazy land here i come.
but its all good. ill be in kl in 3 days.
i cant wait to go. just leave all my problems here
in this fucking place. cant wait..
im gonna make it my goal to have the best damn time of my life.

ive been thinking alot lately,
blogs are lies actually. everyone who blogs well not everyone
but most ppl. they go out and do exciting shit just for the sake of blogging
like theyll go on9 and say yeay i had the best time
but actually it was shit boring.. and i must say. im guilty of that too. so ppl
dont always believe everything u hear.
blogs is a place where u sort of let go of everything that ur thinking,
and hoping no ones gonna read it cos they gonna think u got some issues. lol
kind of wat im doing now. and yes ppl. i have issues.
boredome has taken its toll on my physce.
ive found out something recently. and after that i just felt so angry
and bitter. but after a nite of being tipsy.
i realised im wasting my time being all bitter bout it
cos he is not my problem nemore. yeay me.

3 days.. im outta here. good bye stinking miri.
and i sure as hell wont be missing you.
if anything ill be upset cos i hafta come back.
but its okay. ill cross that bridge when i come to it

im currently addicted to goo goo dolls - before its too late
i noe its an old song and all but i just heard it
and i lovessssss it.;
its all touching and shit.
my new fav song.

as for all the mother fuckers out there, have a good day :)

i might blog again in a few days or when im already in kl.
we'll seee. well asta lavista baby.


p.s my hear is pink now. muahaha. bye. xoxo.

"And the risk that could break you

is the one that could save

A life you dont live is still lost

so stand on the edge with me

Hold back your fear and see

Nothing is real till its gone."

- goo goo dolls.