Life and times of a teenage wild child: walking down memory lane.

hey fellow bloggers.
its 1.22 a.m. and once again, another sleepless night

i mean seriously, wtf is going on here? i think i have insomnia or

something like that.

i havent been sleeping at night for agesss..

its like theres too much things going on in my head that i cant fall asleep

isnt it ironic how the time i decide to actually think is at the time im trying to sleep. haha. oh well.

i'm not quite sure why. but ive suddenly had these random flashbacks

from years and years ago. well mayb not years and years ago. pretty much since when i was 13 since i barely remmeber anything before that. its like life started aT 13. Hahahah. i mean. its weird. how time just passes you by like that.

like one second uve just started high school and with one blink of an eye your 16

and learning addmaths and chem. like wtf? lol. i remember being 13 like it was yesterday. not a very good year for me. ya noe. the whole "finding myself" thing.

i really didnt know where i belonged. and god knows all the phases i went

through. but when i turned 14 things got a lot more clear. 2006 brought alot of good things actually. me barb and sarah. we had sooooo much good times. and BARB i know ur reading this. since u just loveeee reading my blog. lol.

remember when i brought my radio to school. and sarah brought her phone and

we like requested " kiss me" by six pence non the richer. cos it was like stuck in our heads for like ages! hahahah. and we were singing along at the back and cikgu rahmawati thought we were crazy. actually everyone thought we were crazy. hahaha. good times. and i remember when we were the "BDS" all girl band. ahhahah. and our hit single was "i cant live" and we'd sing it like everyday. omg! ahahahha. we were so gay. but i loved it. we were crazy and did alot of stupid things but ya noe thanks to that i am who i am today. hahah

and in 2006 i met steven :) awwwhh.. i had the biggest crush on him. almost stalker like. well some ppl call it stalking i call it love. hahahah. and he totally didnt even know of my existance! which was totally devastating. being the naive adolescent that i was back then, i wanted to die. haha. and then came that faithful day when everything changed. free2be. he finally realised i was aliveee.. and the rest as they say is history. and now. two years later and i still love him. if someone would have told me that everything that happened happened two years ago i would have never believe it. hahaha. now, thinking bout everything that i did, i was so gay! ahhahaha.

ive just been looking through old photos. and i was so like ew! my hair was terrible. my clothes were terrible! everything was terrible. well not everything. but pretty much most of the time. hahaha. i thank god ive changed! its hard to believe that that person use to be me. im definetly not the same person i was back then. hahaha. thank god. i guess u do get better with age. i dont know bout getting wiser but ive definetly gotten wider. hahaha.

soon, everyones gonna go down their own road. and nothing will ever be the same ever again. as much as we try to avoid it we all know its gonna happen sooner or later. change is just part of life i guess. our best friends now might not be tomorrow. thats wats weird bout it. i mean i have loads of friends i use to hang out with all the time but now i never see em. and i do miss them sometimes. but hey, ppl change. we just dont have anything in common i guess. but im happy to say that theyre are a few friends that have stuck with me from the start. and i am grateful for them.

eventhough we're all gonna go our own way, but hopefully, somewhere down the road, our lives meet up again :)

thanks for the memories guys. xoxo.

some old pics! hahaha. i just want to take this chance to say how much i appriciatte the people whove come in and out of my life. good and bad. without em i wouldnt be the person i am today. so thanks peeps :)